2012

Happy new year my love, i gonna make my story short. It start from andi's letter to me, talking about his feeling towards me. I lie if i say i never think of him and the truth our memories is everyway. He will always be in my memory of my life. Than life goes on i went to work and at the end of the day, its my fault that end up me and ah qing need to pay S$40. I feel like paying S$124.90 but i know myself i can't pay that. I feel so down till the clock turn to 12. I wish 2012 can make me a better person.

Than Ah Qing msg me and say happy new year and she love my new year gift. She told me that a gift that you make yourself worth more money than you buy from a store. Because you make it with your heart. I feel so happy to be friend with her. She told me she will be going home soon and i really wish to make her understand more about singapore lifestyle. I will never thank enough and bless with to take a co worker and manager like them.

So, After all the negativity, i realize i bought a magazine with called Frankie that cost me S$15.50. I read them and it mind blown for me. Every page is all about what i  fantasies off as a designer. They given a powerful quotes such as

 

Its a magazine for graphic designer or people who love handmade product. And what i love they promote local australian designer and their layout is so creative. It makes me feel like making this as my f.y.i assignment. And they given me a platform making more handmade project!!! Every page is an inspiration to me.

So after all sadness, happiness and loving-ness haha!  Like always i watch youtube and i watch kate one seven on youtube. Famous youtuber, love her so much. And i think, you need to watch this video to why i love her so much more as an inspiration women to me.

Click and it will go to her video XD

Whatever she say is what is in my brain. I try to be confident but sometime skin does make u feel unconfident. And make up makes you feel confident! Its fake but atlist it make us confident. I always dream to have a perfect skin. And if one day my face totally clear with no acne or anything. I promise myself, im not gonna wear any make up everyday of my life. Only on my wedding can! haha! 

Sometime even if make up can't cover that bloody acne, i look at the mirror and say im bless with my skin because theres worst issues than me. And i feel kate had the worst acne than me. And i feel right now, why should i even care about it! My daddy and bro have the worst acne than me. Im bless that im not the worst. And both daddy and bro have a handsome face and handsome heart with or without acne. 

Mistake, scar and unperfection of you as a human is just part of your life. Learn and make yourself a better you. I think that will be my motto of the year.

Live my life to the fullest and be a better me.

(end up to be a long story -_-)
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