present more, future less.

Sometime when i type about my feeling, it turn out that i feel so relive and than i don't post it. Overall story here, i wanna try to live life for my present but having a goal for the future is ok. Im not gonna be dramatic and fear being jobless and useless. Insyaallah with my hard work and prayer to God, i will fulfill my dream just to be happy. Idk what will happen in the future but i know i will just follow my heart says. I never plan to apply NIE as an Art Teacher. I never plan to be an Art Teacher but right now, thats what i feel and my heart ask me too. Maybe if i think about future and my dream, i should work as a designer. Art Teaching can be a fun platform for me, thats what i feel right. Also just enjoy doing D.I.Y project for myself. Big Goal is to find what type of handmade skill im good with and improve my english for the english test in NIE. Its simple and right now, i enjoy it. I love reading Ellen's newest book called Seriously... Im kidding. Now im in page 37 and the taxi driver look at me like a crazy girl laughing at the book. Hello its ELLEN! Can't believe im reading, seriously im not kidding! im READING! Thats like a huge goal since primary 5 ok! bye!