heyhaihello stranger. im here, awake... cleaning the room and organize room after 3 month of suffering loneliness and tired of thinking. thinking of project is normal but thinking about life is a big issues.i believe in believing your dreams but i feel, idk wheres my actual dream. i know it will be in art industry. i have my goal and one of my goal is to get a diploma in graphic design. i thought it was a huge dream came true but its not. i learn alot from this school but i dont learn about my own creativity style. i feel so bad feeling like this.
i know im sooo chicky or typical ika. i was inspired by a talented singer chris rene on his latest song. beautiful lyrics and it makes my day alot more when i listen to his song. he remind me that life is too short to just think about my pass my regret. yes, i tell the world that i regret but in my heart say.... move on and lets do this. this is part of the adventure. lets follow the heart says too. i mean overall, god have the reason why im in here and why im applying nie with no future plan and didnt know if i like it or not. but my heart says, this is where i should go next. next adventure for me to explore my dream. some people have one dream and they climb up high to get there. for me, i find my dream while climbing to find it. that will be much more fun for me. i will remember what my mom told me "if you do something, do till it finish". insyaallah i can accomplish my mission in nafa for this 3years. Lets go positive and see you negative, you will be there to make me look bad but positive is always with me. sorry, goodbye negative.
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